If i Could
Wish we could turn back the time to the good old days.
Days that i always wanted by you. Those time when you were always be with me, struggling to make me smile, to make my days full of laughter. The days that you don't treat me like an option, you were always trying to get my attentions, sending me cute text messages to cheer me up. Times you always find a single minute just to check on me. Those time when i was the one who don't want or need you. It has been different now. You are no longer you.
I know i am not perfect ideal woman like you see in others or the one that had been together with you before i do. I mess up easily and fight for silly issues. I'm sorry cause i get jealous of the other women in your life, I'm sorry cause I'm too demanding and possessive, i behave like a kid and annoy you when you don't call or give me a message. I know i'm not what you always wanted. But, i'm me. Just me. Always begging for attentions.
I'm so sorry that I couldn't be the person that you are always dreaming. I'm sorry I couldn't be like others that always understand your needs, giving what you want, makes you happy. I'm sorry cause I'm not a good lover like you always said. I'm sorry because its really hard to change into someone that i just can't.
I realized that you are not happy being with me as you were before with others, i know that you are always knew that i am not perfect for you, not the right person to complete you and I'm just not good enough for you. And I couldn't be perfect for you.
I'm sorry for everything. I'll let you go and l'll let you fly. If that can make you happy.
If i could turn back time, I wish that you will never know me.
