ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

Hello Public Diary! So.. whats the occasion? haha!!

aku pilih untuk taip dekat sini lah memandangkan aku dah hilang tempat aku sentiasa berkongsi cerita, masalah, suka duka aku, impian aku etc etc etc.. all happend in sudden! tanpa aku sempat bersedia, tanpa aku sempat menarik nafas yang panjang. and tiba tiba DANG!!! semua memories, impian, rancangan, janji2 melangit terpaksa dikuburkan.. haha! 

Tapi xpe lah.. Aku masih ada ALLAH, ibu ayah dan sahabat2 aku.. syukur alhamdulillah..

If i could

If i Could 

Wish we could turn back the time to the good old days.

Days that i always wanted by you. Those time when you were always be with me, struggling to make me smile, to make my days full of laughter. The days that you don't treat me like an option, you were always trying to get my attentions, sending me cute text messages to cheer me up. Times you always find a single minute just to check on me. Those time when i was the one who don't want or need you. It has been different now. You are no longer you. 

I know i am not perfect ideal woman like you see in others or the one that had been together with you before i do. I mess up easily and fight for silly issues. I'm sorry cause i get jealous of the other women in your life, I'm sorry cause I'm too demanding and possessive, i behave like a kid and annoy you when you don't call or give me a message. I know i'm not what you always wanted. But, i'm me. Just me. Always begging for attentions. 

I'm so sorry that I couldn't be the person that you are always dreaming. I'm sorry I couldn't be like others that always understand your needs, giving what you want, makes you happy. I'm sorry cause I'm not a good lover like you always said. I'm sorry because its really hard to change into someone that i just can't. 

I realized that you are not happy being with me as you were before with others, i know that you are always knew that i am not perfect for you, not the right person to complete you and I'm just not good enough for you. And I couldn't be perfect for  you. 

I'm sorry for everything. I'll let you go and l'll let you fly.  If that can make you happy. 

If i could turn back time, I wish that you will never know me. 

1st Step

Alhamdulillah.. rezeki kami semua dapat tempat juga dalam pertandingan kemahiran.. :) terima kasih banyak2 atas peluang yang diberikan.. banyak benda aku dah dapat belajar sepanjang cuti sem ni. this is just a beginning.. banyak lg benda nak kena belajar.. congratulations all!! Reshal Forzad, Amirah Zainal, Faizil, Awang Ardime and Wak.. korang memang teammates yang terbaik! :D

adik - adik kmkn

adik2 group aku.. group 20 <3.. thank you for the opportunity given..  and i was very lucky to be with them for a week in kmkn.. miss my brothers and sisters! study smart! :)

ding dong~

salam satu malaysia blog! :D result sem dua dah kuar ni.. tp serious malas nak tgk sbb sir sham pn dh jmpe aritu duk pot pet pasal 1 kelas nye results an.. so... letak tepi je lah.. x best.. apa nak tulis pun x tau ni.. hmm....... xde pape la.. dhaa~

HOI! :D

hey blog lama x melawat kau.. hehe.. pe cter? :P dah bulan 3 dah pun ni.. tmbah pulak tgh cuti MID SEM..kejap je masa berlalu.. so far kat mfi tu sangat2 terbaik la masa sem 2 ni.. alhamdulillah.. mula dgn msr pun dah gempak... pastu g volunteer karnival sukan ipts.. masuk la duit sikit tuk 5 hari tu.. bertambah murah rezeki dgn elaun lagi.. :) tambah lagi ramai kenalan baru sem ni.. wee~

hopefully dpt la nak tulis psal si dia.. dup3! hee~

good bye 2011~ HELLO 2012 !!

Selamat Tahun Baru :) pe azam tahun baru?? hurm... rahsia2.. haha!

Alhamdulillah.. thank you 2011, for letting me meet wonderful people that became a part of my life and also for teaching me who'd stick by me and who wouldn't :) going to miss all the memories in two thousand eleven !

neway, down here are my favorite pictures of 2011 :')

T-15 2010/11 <3 this pic was taken on the last day in kmkn 3/3/11 :(

mmng x clear pun pic ni.. tp, ak still syg pic ni.. rindu nak berkumpul macam ni,,

ni lak pic ngn mira. baru habis final exam with our last paper chemistry! hurm.. ak x kan lupa tmpat duduk ak masa kat kmkn ni.. keliling ak sume dak2 penah carik pasal sepanjang kat kmkn.. haha

abg acap!! hee~ senior yang paling2 terbaik aku pernah jumpa sepanjang hidup ni.. :)

byk sgt dah abg acap tolong, nasihat, marah, guide aku since the first day aku jumpa dia kat mfi mse msr.. ni pic mse last day msr.. thank you 4 being a good listener ustaz! insyaAllah ak akan berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik.

malam gala aidilfitri! haha! melin, ekin and mira! malam ni best la... dpat jumpa ramai students fist! harap2 de lagi majlis macam ni,, :)

ni pic during our last activities together in 2011~ penutup bagi tahun 2011 kat mfi laa. hee~